i hate that he found someone before i did. i hate that im not edie sedwick. i hate that im not a legend. i hate that i seem to be just normal.


i hate that i didnt get the job at cosmo. i hate that i love to write and my writing doesnt mean anything. i hate that i dont even know if im good or not.

i want someone to say yes. yes or no. just say yes or no- say you have promise, you have talent, yes. or say no, your words mean nothing.